Response to Turmoil

The world is in turmoil.
Ukraine is being destroyed – men fight and die while women and children flee.
Closer to home, children went to school eager and carefree – but were stalked by terror and death.
Families and communities grieve -will nothing change?
I think the pandemic is over – and then there is another variant, another wave.
How does one cope with the headlines and the newscasts?

I try to reframe my days with the simplicity and beauty that Tara Shannon presents through Rabbit and Bear.©Tara Shannon
“What’s the matter, Rabbit? asked Bear
“I feel anxious . . . like the ground is falling away under my feet,” said Rabbit.
“What do you see around you? asked Bear.
Rabbit paused. ” . . .I see you, and the sky, the trees, flowers, birds and grass.”
“What do you hear? asked Bear.
“Your voice, the birds singing, the rustling of the leaves as the wind blows through, and the sound of water flowing in the stream,” said Rabbit.
“What can you smell and taste? asked Bear.
“The flowers and this lovely cup of tea you made for me, said Rabbit.
Now . . . what do you feel? asked Bear.
“The ground, solid under my feet.” said Rabbit, “and love. I feel loved.”
©Tara Shannon 2022

I stepped outside. I looked and listened and smelled the world in my backyard.


I saw the natural world where wild strawberries still bloom and birds still sing while building nests. The earth smelled clean and glowed after a cleansing rain.
The earth will dry again, and my fears and worries will return, but for now they have been washed away.

Thank you, Bear, for your advice to Rabbit.

M is for May . . . and Mothers . . . and Memories.

On Facebook I recently read a poem by Donna Ashworth that touched my heart. This is the first verse.

When someone has gone,

you can bring them back

for just a little while

by talking them into life

by painting a picture with your memories and your words

breathing their essence back into existence

for just a few moments.

Image and text by Donna Ashworth

May is my favourite month. It flood me with memories and fills my heart with joy as the world revives. It takes me back to my childhood on the farm when May meant new calves and piglets and cows turned out to pasture. Winter clothes were set aside, and my brother and I went fishing in the brook.

My childhood home near Upper Mills

May means Mother’s Day. As a child all I could offer were the purple violets picked in the pasture, but they were always proudly placed in a little juice glass. My appreciation grew ever stronger, and I was fortunate to have my mother nearby for many years. She is now prominent among my May memories. This picture was taken in 2002. I was with Mom when she proudly accepted the Dutch medal on my father’s behalf.

My husband and I were married in May, and each anniversary abounds with reflection and memories. Scrapbooks bulge with photos, but I respect my husband’s preference for no online presence. I’ll only say this year’s close-to-home adventure included covered bridges.

 

May

A fancy lady
Swaying in emerald green
Eager to impress

May waves her jewelled fingers
And rainbow colours appear

May invites the breeze
To prepare for royal guests
The flights already booked

Warblers flash amidst the green
And hummingbirds stake their claim

Earth Day

Pussy willows wave
Winds announce springs arrival
Pollinators fly

Coltsfoot create art
Mayflowers glow pink or white
Scenes set for action

A Song Sparrow enters left
A Palm Warbler centre stage

The Lighter Side of Easter

Easter is a very solemn and religious holiday. It is also time for fun, so I searched the origin of the Easter Bunny and found he is very old indeed.
“The Easter hare, or Osterhase, as an Easter symbol seems to have its origins in Germany, where it was first mentioned in German writings in the 1500s. The Easter bunny legend is rooted in German tradition.”
And I learned another interesting bit of trivia:
“Towards the end of Lent, eggs could be harvested and hard-boiled to preserve them long enough to keep until Easter. The time during Lent when eggs were not harvested offered a bonus: Eggs could hatch, increasing the size of the flock. The end of Lent was also a good time to cull the now-increased flock of chickens.”
So there we have Easter eggs, chicks and family dinners. And following the tradition, we set our table for family, but served ham rather than chicken.

We were not the only ones.
Mr. and Mrs. E Bunny also extended an invitation.

Both man and nature rejoice in the Easter season and its message of renewal.

A Week of Wonder

I finished my previous post with, “Each one (day) will bring its own surprises.” I hadn’t expected the first to come so soon, just an hour later outside my kitchen window.

Then a new day dawns to be approached with eager anticipation:

A song cheers my day
Pausing, I appreciate
Nature comes alive

A song sparrow hops along
Surveying his world, not mine


Standing all alone
A trumpet announcing spring
Daffodil delight

Spring celebrates the rebirth of nature and of wonder. Happy Easter everyone.

Waiting for Spring

April is patient
Snow is slowly giving way
Life is bursting free.
Goldfinch song beckons to Spring
Peepers wait to join the choir.

April is patient. I am not, but I understand that life must not be rushed.
I rejoice in her unique parade: the Purple Finches flashing through the trees, the Evening Grosbeaks' arrival, the breast of a robin revealing eagerness to nest and the first spring flowers hugging the foundation of my home. 
 
I crave Spring, the green of new leaves, the bright splashes of dandelions and the scent of a freshly mowed lawn.
 
But while I wait, I will enjoy the change that comes with each day. Each one will bring its own surprises. 

Low Tide

Today I am posting a short piece I wrote in 2015, but want to emphasize that it is not autobiographical. I was not at “low tide” in 2015, and I am not now. However, I am concerned for those running on empty.

Boardwalk at Daytona Beach, very close to a bold sign Do Not Feed The Birds

Low Tide
I leaned heavily on the railing, staring at the waves that were disappearing, like everything else in my life. My mind drifted aimlessly, emotionlessly sorting through random images. There was no rage as I replayed Jim’s treachery, no pain at my friend’s disloyalty, no anxiety from the lost job and unpaid rent. Nothing. My life was empty; I was empty.  That’s okay, I decided, the waves will wash everything away.

I had cleaned out the fridge. The hell with everything else, give them something to talk about when they poke through my stuff. Mechanically, I reached for the bag of scraps.
The gulls descended as soon as my cupped hands were visible, growing to a demanding cloud as I flung the scraps into the air. My lips curved into a slight smile, but it faded and my hands dropped back to the railing.

“Miss?   Miss!”
I jumped as I felt a hand touch my arm, but I did not turn.
“Miss, it’s against the law to feed the birds. Didn’t you see the sign?” asked a gruff voice.
I tossed another handful. “I’m not feeding the birds. I’m flinging my life away and they’re carrying it out to sea for me.”

“Miss? Are you okay?” The voice was kinder but insistent. “You can’t feed the birds!”

As I threw away the last of the scraps, a wing brushed my cheek. Inhaling in surprise, I was assaulted by the tang of the salt water and the screeching of the frantic birds.
The hand touched my arm again. “Ma’am, are you alright? Can I buy you a coffee?”

Turning, I saw a female officer about my height with a ticket book in hand.
I stepped away from the railing. “Yes, a coffee would be nice.”
Rose Burke, 2015

Many people are going through difficult times, and it is often invisible. We must not underestimate the impact that a kind word or a cup of coffee can have on a person’s day. It may be enough for them to see the blue sky and the next day

Blue sky and the promise of buds

Embracing Spring

Winter is leaving, and
The goldfinches are singing
The sun’s invitation.

We embrace its warmth with joy,
But Winter and Spring are playful foes.
Tug of war or teeter-totter?
Mother Nature sets the scene.


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Crystal chandeliers
Adorned with pendants and pearls
Spider webs of ice.

It’s Mother Nature’s spotlight,
Her first performance of spring.

But the seasons know their time, and Spring joyfully rushes forth in the Pokiok Stream

Turmoil That Can’t Be Ignored

It is hard to watch the news coming from Ukraine.
Once “the other side of the world” was used to dismiss any effect on us, but the world has shrunk, and now everything is interconnected.
We are seeing unbelievable devastation, the risk of a nuclear disaster, and a country fighting for its life. Women and children flee for safety, while sons, husbands and brothers stand against Russian forces. But, in contrast to the inhumanity, there is hope and help.

Inside the Polish border, women knew what women carrying children would need. And there were men with signs offering rides. Help and hope, a glimmer of light. (image from facebook, no credit given)

The world is holding its breath. We simply cannot think of our safe world being blown to bits, but it is no longer unimaginable. My parents have been on my mind all week, and I imagine them watching the news. What memories of WWII would be flooding back. Would my mother be remembering the German invasion of the Netherlands and the fear for her brother in the Dutch army? Would she be taken back to the terrible years of the Occupation?
After WWII, her brother had been certain there would be another war, and it would come from the Soviet Union. It was the reason he brought his family to Canada. Now Russia has invaded Ukraine.
For years my father, and many other veterans, never spoke of the war. Would they be able to watch the news and still keep the memories at bay. We have enjoyed a generation of relative peace, but they have passed on their horror of war.
I stand with Ukraine; I stand against war. We will feel the impact of this war, but the increased cost of goods and gasoline is a small price to pay when a country is being devastated and death tolls are rising. We will welcome displaced Ukrainians, and we will pray that war will not reach our land.

I still seek peace in the solitude of nature, but it is overlaid by shadows, and I see them differently as they reach toward me. Are they the dark fingers of war?

I dedicate this post to my parents and to every family of the world impacted by war. May their strength and sacrifice never be forgotten.
And to the people of Ukraine, who are standing strong.
May all tyrants be vanquished.

A Bit of Frivolity to Support my Sanity.

Anxiety thinned when the disorder in Ottawa ended. Then came the cautious news that covid restrictions would soon be lifted, and a beautiful day with soaring temperatures reassured me that Spring wasn’t far away.
But dark clouds appeared and cannot be ignored. Russia has invaded Ukraine. I hold my breath and hope for a peaceful resolution as World Powers respond. The high costs of death, destruction and displacement are already being felt. Where will it end? My mind was in turmoil.
In order to redirect my thought and reduce my fear, I have chosen to focus on a frivolous complaint.

A robin hopped up on a branch
And looked me in the eye.
I have a complaint , he tweeted,
There is a wrong that must be righted.
I had seen him many times.
He sang in the morning
And last thing at night,
So why, now, should he complain?

I stopped and wiped my brow,
A question upon my lip.
I asked what I had done,
What is the nature of my wrong?

It’s not just you; it’s everyone.
You say we are cheerful and bright,
But never are chosen for cheery greetings.
It’s always that little British twit.

Do you mean the English robin? I asked
He’s a cute little fellow, you must admit,
And did you know, as I’ve been told,
English postmen were the first ‘redbreasts’.



I did not know, but that’s not the point.
American robins deserve the nod,
Did you know we aren’t even related,
They are flycatchers. We are thrushes,
The most recognized birds in Canada
And in 48 States to the south.

Children delight our nests to find,
Our eggs are robin-egg-beautiful-blue.
So why, I’d like to know, the slight.
For Christmas joy and Easter greetings,
To welcome spring or cheer the weary,
Are English robins always chosen?

I thought on it, but no answer came.
Instead, I did a curtsy and a little bow,
You, proud sir, have made your point,
I shall send a tweet and try set it right.

The world is in turmoil, and it will take more than tweets to set it right. However, I remain optimistic that a solution will be found. I hold my breath and wait for wisdom and peace.